Trust

This is such a hard time to get through
I have read your messages and see how you feel
I know in my heart how you feel
yet my perceptions are coloured
by the past I keep stumbling over it
I trip and fall and wallow
then I pick myself up with tomorrow for awhile

This week will be the one I say
our time will be this week
and yet I have my doubts
I see the past comes to break down my joy
the bad part is that I let it
somehow I need to find you
to break through these doubts

I need to find the real you
I know that you are there
I have had you in my heart now for quite some time
just think my heart gets lost at times
and clouds my vision of the real you
I need to find the way to trust in you
Trust and believe in your love